I miss you a lot today,

I have so many thought inside me that I want to say but I'm not sure how to say them so I just keep them bottled inside but one day they're all going to spill out and I'm so scared of how that's going to turn out. :( Im not good at expressing my feelings, so I keep everything bottled inside. Half the time, I want to tell someone what Im feeling, buy I dont know how to describe it...so I stay quiet.